a moment to laugh at...

I was at Starbucks today and I went to pay for my Caramel mocha frapp and ended up some how flinging my card at the man in the window! The card flew between the car and the window and I had to do quiet a bit of bend-e-e-ness to get it picked up but I did it, and it All worked out in the end.

I figured I would share! :)

First day back

So today was my first day back at work after all of this being "sickie" mess. Thank heaven. I was a very interesting day. I got to work this morning and my staff was telling me how clean the house was. I went to the meeting and realized how you actually lose time when sick- because I still thought it was last monday. :) Had a whole lot of running around to do, found out my weeks schedule is TOTALLY not what I had expected, but all in all... It was a good day.Tonight I have some work to da at home but was enjoying taking silly pictures... :)
Enjoy and I'll update you on more very soon!

May all God's blessing be laid upon you!!!

oh the freaks come out at night!

Lastnight me and I few friends went out and shot some pool, danced our butts of, and laughed so much it hurt! I forgot what it was like to just let loose and enjoy myself! I work so hard all the time I forget what relaxation is :) thank to the crew... BR-T-man, and angel baby! You guys rock!

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Family history research - Black and white photographs

My wondering mind...

I love this photo! I want this to be me- I want the guitar and I want the flowing blond hair and the awesome clothes, and the voice that will blow the windows out. It's one of the dreams that I want to become a reality in my life.

I wanted to deal with a situation, but came to a general realization that people are generally good, but that doesn't always mean that they are likable. I have been trying and trying to give someone that I spend a lot of time with the benefit of the doubt. Maybe they just have issues in their own life. But lets face it... I don't 100% like them! I keep them in my thoughts, and I pray for them when I feel like they may need it... but Some very hurtful things get said and I am just expected to push them and say "Hey NO big deal... feel free to make my life hell... and say things about people I care about!" Ugh... praying for help with not liking people!

Happy Moments... I have found a very happy place. It's very intriguing this happy place i have... More explanation in the future!

Late Night silliness

Ok- so I'm laying in bed and this silliness- randomness- (and I'm sure some other ness') thoughts keep running through my head.

Sometimes people say things that have me pondering actions, or thoughts... Other people do things that make you think one way but in actuality- it proves to be very different all together.

I continueously think about work! Its what I do! I can't stop- its a psychotic addiction! Hehe :) helping children is my addiction. Where is the logic in how that's wrong?!? I'm silly!

Oh well- see what antobiotics & being sickie gets me? Silliness!

I love finding things that make me smile and touch my soul

Sick of being Sick!

So I woke up today feeling pretty poopy but figured after I got up & moving it would be better! WRONG!
While getting ready I got so dizzy that I fell and almost smacked my head on my dresser! Ummmm yeah! Not good!
Then check my temp- I have a slight fever. Then I head into work and feel as if I can barely comprehend what is going on. Then I gather stuff up and head to the office.
When arriving- I was told to go home! When I left the office, I had another dizzy spell and ran my car into the curb.
I finally went to see the nurse and found out I have severe dehydration (threatened with IV fluids), a sinus infection, an ear infection, and flu symptoms! What the crap!

A little verse for us all

"Don't use foul or abusive language. Let everything you say be good and helpful, so that your words will be an encouragement to those who hear them."

Ephesians 4:29, NLT

a moment of me........

I hope that you can follow the moods......

Beers & Balls

I went out with a friend tonight and shot some pool. I needed a good ol fashioned relaxing- stress releaving- silly night! We had a blasty blast!
Thanks BR for helping to releave my stress & take me away from my insane world!
You are the bestest!

Ps- there were some guys there that were just staring at me I guess... Which I didn't realize until I was leaving... Now I'm a bit freaked out! STALKERS MUCH! Whatever, off to bed!

Set a NEW Standard

Make today a good day- a GREAT day! Tell yourself that God is moving in amazing ways, and will move you to be the vessel that carries his word to those whom haven't heard it, or that you will be the light in someones ever darkening world!
God has the power... give him your worries. He will guide your path!

we all need somebody to lean on...

I have a very close friend whom called me today in serious need of a pick me up- and not the kind that Starbucks can provide. The kind that a giant hug & a shoulder to cry on provide! Anyways- I felt terrible because I couldn't get to her fast enough, and when I did- I didn't feel like I was as much help to her as I would have wished to be. But then she looked up at me & told me how relaxed she was, and how she felt so much better! And she didn't realize that because of her being there... I felt better too! She has truely been a strong tower for me, that firm posativity that helps me carry on even in some of the darkest times!
If I wasn't her and God- I don't think that I would have survived some of these moments I have had lately!
You are a blessing & I thank God every day for giving me a friend like you! Love you BS!

~ TW's Birfday ~

I was able to make something sooo simple and bring light to a child that I adore!
I had made him a birthday card and a loaf of banana bread and he loved it!
I got the biggest hug & he just looked soooo happy when I was there to celebrate his special day!

LOVE YOU T!!!! & Happy Birthday!!!!

LET IT GO!

By T. D. Jakes

There are people who can walk away from you.

And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]

People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.

Let them go.

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead.

You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something...I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay.

Let them go!

If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to...

LET IT GO!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ...

LET IT GO!

If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth...

LET IT GO!

If someone has angered you...

LET IT GO!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge...

LET IT GO!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction...

LET IT GO!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents...

LET IT GO!

If you have a bad attitude...

LET IT GO!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...

LET IT GO!

If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him...

LET IT GO!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship...

LET IT GO!

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves...

LET IT GO!

If you're feeling depressed and stressed ...

LET IT GO!

If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying 'take your hands off of it,' then you need to...

LET IT GO!

'The Battle is the Lord's!'

God loves you and watches over you everyday.

A day without weight...

I went to work today, and for some reason I had things to accomplish and was worried about things would not go well, or would have a negative conclusion... And surprisingly enough- it was a good day! I got to spend time with some people I'm extremely close to! I got to help my kiddos... And I got to enjoy a wonderful conversation with one child I work with that doesn't usually have much to say! It was good! Kudos to Becci & Tara for being the sunshine in my life that brings the smile to my face :)
I will hope and pray for a great day tomorrow! :)

I had a great time at this event! Can't wait for next year!

Always work to be done.

I finally got home from the race and church, showered and then had to go to work.
UGH! I want a weekend to myself! I know that sounds bad! But- just a little break is all I ask for!

EXCITEMENT MOUNTS... 2009!!!

Today is the Susan G. Koman breast cancer race & I'm doing it again. This year I am accompanied by my daddy (whom is doing this with me his 2nd year in a row! THANKS DADDY) and my Boyfriend Nick.
I love this and having the support from my loved ones freakin ROX! I am soooo blessed to have been one whom has beat cancer and lived to tell about it & I will forever support finding a cure and pray for those whom are suffering.
Ill update you as things progress, but I'm soooo excited! WOO HOO!
SAVE THE TATA'S!!!

Just a few random frusterations

I hate getting yelled at at work for things I think I'm doing well by people whom are only receiving pieces of the story.
I hate giving a direction to a child whom looks at me like I'm crazy & then does what they chose instead! God Bless Parents!
I hate feeling so overwelmingly busy that I forget some of the little things.

BUT...
I love a little kids laugh.
I love the sweet moments people share in some of the most unexpected situations!

Just a few random frusterations

I hate getting yelled at at work for things I think I'm doing well by people whom are only receiving pieces of the story.
I hate giving a direction to a child whom looks at me like I'm crazy & then does what they chose instead! God Bless Parents!
I hate feeling so overwelmingly busy that I forget some of the little things.

BUT...
I love a little kids laugh.
I love the sweet moments people share in some of the most unexpected situations!

Late Night Maddness!

I have realized that I spend a whole lot of time at my job! I went into work yesterday at 8am, and was running a fever, couldn't speak above much of a wisper, and had dizzy spells that sent me reaching for whatever was close by, and didn't leave until after 10:30pm. WOAH- that was a longgg day. But I have come to the realization that I truely Love my work, I Love the kids I help, and I Love both the staff and the people I meet through this job! It's an amazing blessing to have these people in my life!
I just hope that I can have more nights NOT spent so late- feeling like poo! And have more nights full of fun & listening! (What a novel concept!)
Well- I hope your friday treats you well! Wish me luck on another LONGGGG day!

Overnight craziness!

So- I am still at work. I came in yesterday on my day off, found out that there was a ton of craziness that I didn't schedule (multiple houses for the dentist at my house- ugh) I had planned on a couple of things in the afternoon that I didn't get to do.
I left for a few hours when I get a call that crap was happening- & I have to come deal with it! DUDE! Seriously?!?
So its now 700am and I have been here all night to make sure that nothing happens. But after I got here, it was a night without icidence.
Ok- that was my short rant! Have a blessed day!

ugh! money!

I hate it when you do automatic bill pay and its set up so that the money comes out one day & it takes 5 days for it to clear but another one is set to come out and it clears the account and 24 hours... What's that crap! UGH!

Sorry! Just needed a random blah session!

So today I set out telling myself it was going to be a good day! And for the most part- it really was a great day! I had a few bumps in the road this evening but I'm smoothing them out!

Please pray for tomorrow! I have to do file audits tomorrow and I haven't had the oppertunity to finish them as much as I would have wanted- so needless to say ill be up and at em in a few hours! Please pray for me and that the files get done as needed :)

Thank you! And as always may God bless your life and forever fill your soul!