in the thought...

He's gone... I'm alone... pushing through the pain.
Amidst the sobs my heart beats faster... pounding so hard I'm sure they can hear it outside my room.
What has happened? Where did it all go? happiness & love turned to betrayal & hurt, pain & misery...
Where do I go now? Whom do I trust?

my danger awaits...

The danger awaits as the promise of my life sleeps. Each moment, each breath- ever changing...
It waits for the darkness to come, to pull me into its cold grasp... waiting for it to over take me and pull me into the night sky filled oblivion...
but waiting is all I do... there is a light piercing the darkness... I warmth that holds my body ever so tightly.
Hoping that ill find my hiding place among the light... I still feel the smothering cold... when will it come?