My Randomness of ThoughtThe inner workings of a scrambled crazy up & down all over girl

Jist another night

2011-05-08T22:05:00.001-07:00

I am usually not a person that feels the need to talk about a whole lot of personal stuff... but tonight im struggling. I miss him... and it hurts... and I desperately want to tell him... but how.
How do you tell someone... "you made me fall in love with you and then broke my heart when you told me you needed to find you?"... after a year has gone by.?
I think one of the worst parts about it is is what he said... and that he still wants me in his life. How do you do that? Someone help?!?
Well... sorry to vent on you but im off to bed. Maybe tomorrow ill gather some insite and be able to place the pieced of my heart back into some sort of shape.

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Somewhere with you

2011-05-05T09:40:00.000-07:00

I have been going through a lot lately... Changes in work, living situations, and now the person I thought I would spend forever with. I just don't understand it.

I know that he has a lot going on in his life as well, but how do you tell someone you love them for a year and then just need some time? How can you do things regularly with someone, and have an amazing time doing it, but then need to take time to find yourself... I know that these are age old questions that we all ask ourselves when we are in this situation, but the answers never seem to come easily.

I miss my friend, the person that made since to me... right now, there is no since.
I miss our adventures. I miss the motorcycle rides, and the hiking trips. I miss talking to you and saying something dumb and us both laughing like crazy about it. LED ZEPPLIN.
I miss trying all of the fun foods that he would talk me into trying, and our talks about our travels... his were way more exciting than mine. :)

I just miss being somewhere with him.

I really don't understand things...

2010-11-30T07:06:00.001-08:00

How is it that we can afford to pay millions of dollars to athletes, but we can't afford to pay any money toward people who are disabled? What are we teaching our younger generations when we can't afford a few dollars to give them an opportunity that they would not have received otherwise... Why can't we afford to help those whom are trying to get by each day and still not making enough.
I can honestly say that its exhausting working countless hours everyday and still not having enough to pay the bills on time. I am so thankful and know I am blessed to be someone whom has a job, but there are days I just wonder... when will it be enough? when will this money hungry world start to understand that that's not what its about. we need to start being aware and looking out for one another.

official decision

2010-08-28T22:38:00.001-07:00

So I have been thinking lately and I have decided that people are never what you thought & rarely what you hoped they would be. It feels like so often am I proven wrong by peoples actions, words, or complete stupidity that I often wonder whom is really who they say they are?
Ugh... can someone show me some truth & leave out the bullshit... I would strongly appreciate it.

how do I help

2010-07-08T09:44:00.001-07:00

I am In a situation where I am feeling lost. how do you help someone that is suffering and healing? I want to take away that pain.

constant negativity

2010-04-18T21:34:00.001-07:00

Have you ever been around those people whom are constantly negative? its so hard to breathe around them, as id they suck the life from you one breath at a time.
GO GET HELP.... PLEASE FOR ALL OUR SAKES

All in a long days work

2010-04-18T21:32:00.001-07:00

Today was a long day. Today was the big meeting with DDD about the hours for the kiddos I work with and the services they receive. In the end, it all went well, but it just seemed like a lot of deliberation to keep what they should rightfully have.
Why is it so hard for the state to want to help those that can't help themselves

in the thought...

2010-03-27T23:15:00.001-07:00

He's gone... I'm alone... pushing through the pain.
Amidst the sobs my heart beats faster... pounding so hard I'm sure they can hear it outside my room.
What has happened? Where did it all go? happiness & love turned to betrayal & hurt, pain & misery...
Where do I go now? Whom do I trust?

my danger awaits...

2010-03-09T20:01:00.001-08:00

The danger awaits as the promise of my life sleeps. Each moment, each breath- ever changing...
It waits for the darkness to come, to pull me into its cold grasp... waiting for it to over take me and pull me into the night sky filled oblivion...
but waiting is all I do... there is a light piercing the darkness... I warmth that holds my body ever so tightly.
Hoping that ill find my hiding place among the light... I still feel the smothering cold... when will it come?

Dead Flowers

2010-02-21T19:22:00.000-08:00

I feel like the flowers in this vase

He just brought’em home one day
Ain’t they beautiful he said
They been here in the kitchen
And the waters turnin’ gray
They’re sittin’ in the vase but now they’re dead
Dead flowers

I feel like this long string of lights
They lit up our whole house on Christmas Day
But now it’s January and now the bulbs are all burned out
But still they hang, like dead flowers

He ain’t feeling anything
My love, my hurt, or the sting of this rain
I’m living in a hurricane
All he can say is man ain’t it such a nice day
Yeah yeah

I feel like that small string of lights
You said we won’t go far but we’re still rollin
I look in the rear view and I see dead flowers in the yard
And that string of lights they ain’t glowin’
Like dead flowers
Like dead flowers

He ain’t feeling anything
My love, my hurt, or the sting of this rain
I’m driving through a hurricane
All he can say is man ain’t it such a nice day
Hey hey, I guess we’ll just go to waste
Like dead flowers

Like dead flowers

so much to do...

2010-02-21T08:16:00.003-08:00

I so often feel that there is so much to get done yet when I have a chance to sit and just breathe its very hard to become motivated to just work more. I want a break- I want some silence- I just want everything around me to stop moving for a bit.

so much to do...

2010-02-21T08:16:00.001-08:00

something to expand the mind

2010-02-20T13:24:00.000-08:00

http://ellenfunlearning.blogspot.com/

I found this site for Homeschool families and I think that it is great!!!

new phone

2010-02-14T09:59:00.003-08:00

I got my new phone and I am having one heck of a good time getting everything together on this thing. sweet! I just thought I would letchyall know... enjoy the coming posts.

new phone

2010-02-14T09:59:00.001-08:00

I got my new phone and I am having one heck of a good time getting everything together on this thing. sweet! I just thought I would letchyall know... enjoy the coming posts.

A flash back with a twist

2010-02-07T20:27:00.001-08:00

Come On 2010!!!

2010-01-03T08:43:00.001-08:00

Many people look forward to the new year for a new start on old habits.
~Author Unknown

Isn't this the truth... I think that we all have to take the time to set Resolutions that are worth setting and worthy of following through with. Saying I am going to work out more this year- and then saying walking from your desk to the copy machine in the office ISN'T A WORKOUT.
Or- I'm going to eat better this year- And then the first thing that you shove into your face is a holiday cookie- THAT ISN'T EATING BETTER.

This year I want to set resolutions for myself that will make a difference in my life, and possibly those around me.

-> I want to more in God's word daily, and study what he wants for my life. And with this I hope to encourage others to do the same.

-> I want to continuously work on my relationship with me new husband keeping our love fun and fresh, and feeling as if it is still new.

-> I want to start getting back to my diet and excersize program and take the hubby along so that he can receive the benefits I have seen from it in my life.

-> I want to continue being a friend to those I hold dear, and show them the love of Christ.

-> Last but not least- I want to make 2010 a better year, a more productive year, and a much more positive year than 2009 was.

Thank you for all you do- and God Bless.... COME ON 2010!!!!

great idea

2010-01-02T21:06:00.001-08:00

computer funk

2010-01-02T20:50:00.000-08:00

Grrrrrrr... I hate it when you type things on the computer, and get everything right to the point of being done and then...
CRASH - BOOM - BANG
DEAD computer!!! ugh!!!

Blaney Spinelli Stampin' Up! Demonstrator

2009-12-27T11:19:00.000-08:00

Blaney Spinelli Stampin' Up! Demonstrator

Our Special Love

2009-12-27T08:32:00.000-08:00

My Christmas Song

2009-12-08T18:13:00.000-08:00

In my alone time

2009-12-06T21:04:00.000-08:00

So I am sure that there will be times in my marriage that I will bask in the moments when my husband will be gone and I will be home alone, but this weekend has really sucked without him being here.
It hasn't been a bad weekend, I have just been getting over being sick and trying to pick up the house since he moved in, but I would have liked to have had him home- with me... Just so I knew he was there!
I know- it may seem silly- but I missed him whole whole bunches.

See you soon baby! XooX

Some Funny post wedding cuteness

2009-12-01T20:44:00.000-08:00

congrats!!! you guys. i love it- you two needed to get married a long time ago lol well blessings to you my dear friends may the lord strengthen you thru good and bad times and he will be the glue that holds you together grace and peace to you.

From my friend... (it made me smile)

Just cant stop giggling

2009-11-29T09:40:00.000-08:00

Just a preview of the BIG day

2009-11-26T21:32:00.000-08:00

wedding bells- i can hear them now...

2009-11-23T20:31:00.000-08:00

So Nick & I are within a day & a half of getting married! We have almost everything in place and excitment is starting to grow quickly! My mom is like the energizer bunny- going going going... Nicks dad is planning and will be prepairing the food, and Nick & I are going to show up & tie the knot!

This Thanksgiving I will have a lot to be thankful for!

Plans - Plans - Plans

2009-11-21T21:59:00.000-08:00

So today, Nick and I spent time talking about what we wanted, we went shopping for things, we worked on a few things that we could do verses buying them. It was a fun day. We decided on the outfits for the wedding party, and saw a cute dress for me. Tomorrow, I get to spend the day with some amazing people getting things done! YEA! I'm soooo excited!

I can't believe it-

2009-11-19T22:20:00.000-08:00

So today- Nick and I finally made the decision to tie the know- get hitched- to become the ball and chain. I'm very excited! He is such a wonderful man and I am very lucky to have been blessed with him. God has a plan- and he definately had a plan for us! Yea! Ill keep you informed as things happen!

Today's blurb....

2009-11-18T19:23:00.000-08:00

Hey y'all- well today has been a good day overall, just trying to accomplish a lot all at once. Have you ever spoken to someone and they told you that they were going to do something, and when it came time do so- They bail!
WHAT IS UP WITH THAT???
Tazo has been a shivery puppy over here. The weather has been sooo nice, and I have had the windows open when I'm home, and I find him sitting as closely as possible as too keep his tush warm. He is cute!
So how are things with you??? Oh- BTW: its that time of the year, I need the updates for addresses, birthdates, anniversaries, ECT! Thanks!

Excitement Mounts

2009-11-16T07:29:00.001-08:00

Sorta stuck on this tonight

2009-11-10T19:02:00.000-08:00

I am totally stuck on this song... I heard it today while I was out and about, and it has me thinking... Weird huh?!? Enjoy!!!

there are days...

2009-11-10T09:54:00.000-08:00

There are days I strongly question what I am doing? And where I am going? What is it that God holds in store for my life?
There are so many things I want to do with my life and I know that giving it to him is what I am supposed to do, but there are days that its hard not to be in control. There are days that I wanna know what the future holds and not just hope for the best!
I can do ALL things through him whom strengthens me.
Give it all to the LORD!

a moment in time...

2009-11-07T11:01:00.000-08:00

A picture from last night... Listen to Lady Antebellum's "Need you Now" while looking at it...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eB7T3lJ3dZ4

Wow! What a feeling...

2009-11-01T13:25:00.000-08:00

I just watched the breakup... and I havent seen it in sooo long and forgot how it went. BUT WOW!!! I know the feeling... I hate that feeling... That whole break up feeling!

To wrap it up.

2009-11-01T07:09:00.001-08:00

Well- October proved to be a super poopy month. Between struggles at work, my health not being good, relational issues, and helping out my family with Grandma's heart scare... October wasn't fun.
I enjoyed the time spent with everyone and I look forward to the holidays looking up, but let's just move on from October with a chin up and say "This month sorta SUCKED, and next one will be BETTER!" I am definitely looking for ward to the PERKS of Thanksgiving!
So in advance- HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!

Happy Halloween

2009-11-01T07:07:00.000-08:00

Here is some scary Halloween Fun For you!!!

a moment to laugh at...

2009-10-27T15:08:00.000-07:00

I was at Starbucks today and I went to pay for my Caramel mocha frapp and ended up some how flinging my card at the man in the window! The card flew between the car and the window and I had to do quiet a bit of bend-e-e-ness to get it picked up but I did it, and it All worked out in the end.

I figured I would share! :)

First day back

2009-10-26T22:26:00.001-07:00

So today was my first day back at work after all of this being "sickie" mess. Thank heaven. I was a very interesting day. I got to work this morning and my staff was telling me how clean the house was. I went to the meeting and realized how you actually lose time when sick- because I still thought it was last monday. :) Had a whole lot of running around to do, found out my weeks schedule is TOTALLY not what I had expected, but all in all... It was a good day.Tonight I have some work to da at home but was enjoying taking silly pictures... :)
Enjoy and I'll update you on more very soon!

May all God's blessing be laid upon you!!!

oh the freaks come out at night!

2009-10-25T21:34:00.000-07:00

Lastnight me and I few friends went out and shot some pool, danced our butts of, and laughed so much it hurt! I forgot what it was like to just let loose and enjoy myself! I work so hard all the time I forget what relaxation is :) thank to the crew... BR-T-man, and angel baby! You guys rock!

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

2009-10-23T15:34:00.001-07:00

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Family history research - Black and white photographs

My wondering mind...

2009-10-23T14:48:00.000-07:00

I love this photo! I want this to be me- I want the guitar and I want the flowing blond hair and the awesome clothes, and the voice that will blow the windows out. It's one of the dreams that I want to become a reality in my life.

I wanted to deal with a situation, but came to a general realization that people are generally good, but that doesn't always mean that they are likable. I have been trying and trying to give someone that I spend a lot of time with the benefit of the doubt. Maybe they just have issues in their own life. But lets face it... I don't 100% like them! I keep them in my thoughts, and I pray for them when I feel like they may need it... but Some very hurtful things get said and I am just expected to push them and say "Hey NO big deal... feel free to make my life hell... and say things about people I care about!" Ugh... praying for help with not liking people!

Happy Moments... I have found a very happy place. It's very intriguing this happy place i have... More explanation in the future!

Late Night silliness

2009-10-21T22:52:00.000-07:00

Ok- so I'm laying in bed and this silliness- randomness- (and I'm sure some other ness') thoughts keep running through my head.

Sometimes people say things that have me pondering actions, or thoughts... Other people do things that make you think one way but in actuality- it proves to be very different all together.

I continueously think about work! Its what I do! I can't stop- its a psychotic addiction! Hehe :) helping children is my addiction. Where is the logic in how that's wrong?!? I'm silly!

Oh well- see what antobiotics & being sickie gets me? Silliness!

I love finding things that make me smile and touch my soul

2009-10-21T21:49:00.001-07:00

Sick of being Sick!

2009-10-19T15:43:00.000-07:00

So I woke up today feeling pretty poopy but figured after I got up & moving it would be better! WRONG!
While getting ready I got so dizzy that I fell and almost smacked my head on my dresser! Ummmm yeah! Not good!
Then check my temp- I have a slight fever. Then I head into work and feel as if I can barely comprehend what is going on. Then I gather stuff up and head to the office.
When arriving- I was told to go home! When I left the office, I had another dizzy spell and ran my car into the curb.
I finally went to see the nurse and found out I have severe dehydration (threatened with IV fluids), a sinus infection, an ear infection, and flu symptoms! What the crap!

A little verse for us all

2009-10-18T20:45:00.001-07:00

"Don't use foul or abusive language. Let everything you say be good and helpful, so that your words will be an encouragement to those who hear them."

Ephesians 4:29, NLT

a moment of me........

2009-10-18T16:08:00.000-07:00

I hope that you can follow the moods......

Beers & Balls

2009-10-16T00:18:00.000-07:00

I went out with a friend tonight and shot some pool. I needed a good ol fashioned relaxing- stress releaving- silly night! We had a blasty blast!
Thanks BR for helping to releave my stress & take me away from my insane world!
You are the bestest!

Ps- there were some guys there that were just staring at me I guess... Which I didn't realize until I was leaving... Now I'm a bit freaked out! STALKERS MUCH! Whatever, off to bed!

Set a NEW Standard

2009-10-15T07:14:00.001-07:00

Make today a good day- a GREAT day! Tell yourself that God is moving in amazing ways, and will move you to be the vessel that carries his word to those whom haven't heard it, or that you will be the light in someones ever darkening world!
God has the power... give him your worries. He will guide your path!

we all need somebody to lean on...

2009-10-14T20:53:00.000-07:00

I have a very close friend whom called me today in serious need of a pick me up- and not the kind that Starbucks can provide. The kind that a giant hug & a shoulder to cry on provide! Anyways- I felt terrible because I couldn't get to her fast enough, and when I did- I didn't feel like I was as much help to her as I would have wished to be. But then she looked up at me & told me how relaxed she was, and how she felt so much better! And she didn't realize that because of her being there... I felt better too! She has truely been a strong tower for me, that firm posativity that helps me carry on even in some of the darkest times!
If I wasn't her and God- I don't think that I would have survived some of these moments I have had lately!
You are a blessing & I thank God every day for giving me a friend like you! Love you BS!

~ TW's Birfday ~

2009-10-14T07:43:00.000-07:00

I was able to make something sooo simple and bring light to a child that I adore!
I had made him a birthday card and a loaf of banana bread and he loved it!
I got the biggest hug & he just looked soooo happy when I was there to celebrate his special day!

LOVE YOU T!!!! & Happy Birthday!!!!

LET IT GO!

2009-10-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

By T. D. Jakes

There are people who can walk away from you.

And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]

People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.

Let them go.

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead.

You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something...I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay.

Let them go!

If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to...

LET IT GO!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ...

LET IT GO!

If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth...

LET IT GO!

If someone has angered you...

LET IT GO!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge...

LET IT GO!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction...

LET IT GO!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents...

LET IT GO!

If you have a bad attitude...

LET IT GO!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...

LET IT GO!

If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him...

LET IT GO!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship...

LET IT GO!

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves...

LET IT GO!

If you're feeling depressed and stressed ...

LET IT GO!

If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying 'take your hands off of it,' then you need to...

LET IT GO!

'The Battle is the Lord's!'

God loves you and watches over you everyday.

A day without weight...

2009-10-13T20:48:00.000-07:00

I went to work today, and for some reason I had things to accomplish and was worried about things would not go well, or would have a negative conclusion... And surprisingly enough- it was a good day! I got to spend time with some people I'm extremely close to! I got to help my kiddos... And I got to enjoy a wonderful conversation with one child I work with that doesn't usually have much to say! It was good! Kudos to Becci & Tara for being the sunshine in my life that brings the smile to my face :)
I will hope and pray for a great day tomorrow! :)

2009-10-13T07:39:00.000-07:00

I had a great time at this event! Can't wait for next year!

Always work to be done.

2009-10-11T16:03:00.000-07:00

I finally got home from the race and church, showered and then had to go to work.
UGH! I want a weekend to myself! I know that sounds bad! But- just a little break is all I ask for!

EXCITEMENT MOUNTS... 2009!!!

2009-10-11T06:41:00.000-07:00

Today is the Susan G. Koman breast cancer race & I'm doing it again. This year I am accompanied by my daddy (whom is doing this with me his 2nd year in a row! THANKS DADDY) and my Boyfriend Nick.
I love this and having the support from my loved ones freakin ROX! I am soooo blessed to have been one whom has beat cancer and lived to tell about it & I will forever support finding a cure and pray for those whom are suffering.
Ill update you as things progress, but I'm soooo excited! WOO HOO!
SAVE THE TATA'S!!!

Just a few random frusterations

2009-10-09T22:32:00.001-07:00

I hate getting yelled at at work for things I think I'm doing well by people whom are only receiving pieces of the story.
I hate giving a direction to a child whom looks at me like I'm crazy & then does what they chose instead! God Bless Parents!
I hate feeling so overwelmingly busy that I forget some of the little things.

BUT...
I love a little kids laugh.
I love the sweet moments people share in some of the most unexpected situations!

Just a few random frusterations

2009-10-09T22:32:00.000-07:00

Late Night Maddness!

2009-10-09T07:06:00.000-07:00

I have realized that I spend a whole lot of time at my job! I went into work yesterday at 8am, and was running a fever, couldn't speak above much of a wisper, and had dizzy spells that sent me reaching for whatever was close by, and didn't leave until after 10:30pm. WOAH- that was a longgg day. But I have come to the realization that I truely Love my work, I Love the kids I help, and I Love both the staff and the people I meet through this job! It's an amazing blessing to have these people in my life!
I just hope that I can have more nights NOT spent so late- feeling like poo! And have more nights full of fun & listening! (What a novel concept!)
Well- I hope your friday treats you well! Wish me luck on another LONGGGG day!

Overnight craziness!

2009-10-04T06:54:00.000-07:00

So- I am still at work. I came in yesterday on my day off, found out that there was a ton of craziness that I didn't schedule (multiple houses for the dentist at my house- ugh) I had planned on a couple of things in the afternoon that I didn't get to do.
I left for a few hours when I get a call that crap was happening- & I have to come deal with it! DUDE! Seriously?!?
So its now 700am and I have been here all night to make sure that nothing happens. But after I got here, it was a night without icidence.
Ok- that was my short rant! Have a blessed day!

ugh! money!

2009-10-01T21:59:00.000-07:00

I hate it when you do automatic bill pay and its set up so that the money comes out one day & it takes 5 days for it to clear but another one is set to come out and it clears the account and 24 hours... What's that crap! UGH!

Sorry! Just needed a random blah session!

So today I set out telling myself it was going to be a good day! And for the most part- it really was a great day! I had a few bumps in the road this evening but I'm smoothing them out!

Please pray for tomorrow! I have to do file audits tomorrow and I haven't had the oppertunity to finish them as much as I would have wanted- so needless to say ill be up and at em in a few hours! Please pray for me and that the files get done as needed :)

Thank you! And as always may God bless your life and forever fill your soul!

It's the weekend...

2009-09-26T22:19:00.000-07:00

So this is the first weekend in a longggg time (at least it feels like) that I have been able to just stay home. I am just trying to relax, still have a lot of work to accomplish but at least I'm doing it from the comforts of my own couch instead of the house with me 10 boys wanting to interupt me every 5 seconds. Tazo and I have had a great day together hanging out on the couch. I took him along to run errands earlier too! That was fun!
Now its off to bed! I hope that you sleep well!

Love this

2009-09-16T19:37:00.001-07:00

Some updates

2009-09-16T16:42:00.000-07:00

I have been playing on here today and checking out everyone else's pages. I have enjoyed changing the page. I am going to try updating y'all more often.

All in a days work

2009-07-05T10:26:00.000-07:00

Today, I am at home working on getting all of the files from work in order. YEA! It's a lot of work, but I am very satisfied with my new house.
For those of you whom didn't know, they closed the girls home that I was working in. I have been moved to a boys home now, and love it!
They are GREAT! Well there is your FYI!

* A major Lazy Day *

2009-02-20T18:35:00.000-08:00

Its funny... Watch an episode... Unload a box... Watch an episode... Uload a box...
I have just been having a lazy day and it has been super super nice. I think that lately with all of the hussle and bussel and busy busy work... I have needed some down time. It will be so much easier when my place is settled and I can come home and just rest!

the un-imaginable

2009-01-15T10:01:00.000-08:00

The un-imaginable has happened. I thought that I had finally found my happy moment in time, to last forever and ever...
Well - I was wrong! My fiancé and I have split up… and now I am wondering what is going to happen with me.
Maybe I should start being like Jennifer Lopez in the “Wedding Planner”… those who can’t do… PLAN!
I have always wanted to plan weddings… that happy moment for others… that perfect union.
Maybe it’s a thought!!! What do you think???

some wedding stress

2008-11-10T19:01:00.000-08:00

Money...
Distance...
Combining families...
Whom should officiate???

There are just problems coming from both sides... Its just a lot to deal with some times... And I am quickly learning you can't make everyone happy... NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY!

Just one of those days

2008-08-20T22:07:00.000-07:00

I am just having one of those days where everything seems a bit complicated... I don't really understand it... it's just that way...
Work has been crazy... I transfered to a new store, and the first Friday I was there, we bought another pharmacy and took in all of their business. I had made for a very very interesting move. I am learning a lot, which is good.... but knowledge can be somewhat overwhelming when fed to you in abundance. I know I will get it, and I have had an amazing conversation with my boss about my progress... but it still seems overwhelming!!!
Just Wish me luck, and pray for my progress in the coming months!!! Thankyou and God bless!!!

It's Friday

2008-08-08T07:29:00.000-07:00

***Just thought I should say that***

Good enough for now

2008-08-01T20:55:00.001-07:00

Ok people... I have been working on my blogger page for some time now, and I think I have definitely made some process :)

I really like the little pieces of stuff I have added here and there, and I finally feel like my online spot to vent is now in working order and running nicely :)

SO LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK... I am going to try my best to keep it updated :)

GOD BLESS

Silliness with Mom

2008-08-01T13:39:00.000-07:00

We went shopping for shoes... Enough said... HEHE
We had a great time... but I have come to the general conclusion that BLUE is not in style this season.
My Mom has a gorgeous gown that she is wearing to a managers meeting this year, and huh... no shoes to go with it. It was a time consuming process of giggles and laughter, and lots of silliness that my mom and I haven't had in quite some time.
While we were out and about I found the cutest shoes, and have decided what I want to be for halloween (JUST SO I CAN WEAR THESE SHOES)... they are super cute :)
So call me Dorothy and I will Take my little dog Tazo to be my TOTO... hehe
Aren't they adorable??? HOLY COW

Well after the long long long search of every store but ONE... at the Arrowhead Towne Center... we finally found her shoes at Dillards. (Gotta love Dillards)
HOORAY HOORAY
HOORAY
We Finally found them... She loved them... I loved them... and we all went home happy :)

I just figured I would let you in on a little bit of our silliness!!!

Be Blessed... and Remember Dillards has great shoes :)

Excitement Mounts....

2008-07-27T17:53:00.001-07:00

I have just spent the last 9 days in Lakeland, Florida; and it was amazing. I got to meet Kevin's family, and run around doing such amazing things.
Well... the excitement comes from a phone call that Kevin had on the last day of my vacation. I was packing to head home and he had been trying to get some information from a company in AZ he was trying to get a job with... and well... TAH-DAH!!! He had gotten the job!!! Kevin will be moving to AZ to stay for good on the 5th of August, and needless to say I am very very excited!!! I will finally have him here to start living our days in the same state... the same town... I'm excited.
The Trip was great, and I got to experience many many new things. I went to Kevin's families church there in Lakeland, and that was a culture shock!!! :) It was HUGE!!!
I guess they do call it the "Baptist Church at the Mall" for a reason. The church had bought out an older mall, and transformed it... it's amazing!!! They had the most amazing youth buildings, and they have a movie theater in the church... there are library's, and coffee shops... it was overwhelming to see what that community had supported and pieced together. I loved it.
I also got to watch a production put on by a group out of New York... they did a production called "Eternity", and it was based on where you will spend your eternity based on your relationship with the Lord!!! It was an eye-opening experience!!! I loved it!!!

Well I hope that you guys have a blessed week...
Love always-
Krystal

Long time waiting...

2008-05-25T09:33:00.001-07:00

I have been waiting for Kevin to make it here... and it just seems as if I will never have him here... With each passing day it gets just that much longer... I just want him close by, so that with each passing day we can spend it with one another in the same place... instead of across the states, and on the phone. :(
I have faith and know that all with be ok ...

1 John 4:18 says "There is no fear in love; perfect love drives out all fear."

I know that it is the work of satan to push fear into my heart, and I will not allow him to... I am going to continue believeing in the perfect love that the Lord has brought into my life.

Whatchya Think???

2007-11-24T09:51:00.000-08:00

I can put together a myspace page like it's nothing but putting this blog page together piece by piece is not as simple as it seems... I keep putting things in piece by piece... so lemme know what you think please..
THANKS... All my prayers for you and yours

My Randomness of ThoughtThe inner workings of a scrambled crazy up & down all over girl

Jist another night

Somewhere with you

I really don't understand things...

official decision

how do I help

constant negativity

All in a long days work

in the thought...

my danger awaits...

Dead Flowers

so much to do...

so much to do...

something to expand the mind

new phone

new phone

A flash back with a twist

Come On 2010!!!

great idea

computer funk

Blaney Spinelli Stampin' Up! Demonstrator

Our Special Love

My Christmas Song

In my alone time

Some Funny post wedding cuteness

Just cant stop giggling

Just a preview of the BIG day

wedding bells- i can hear them now...

Plans - Plans - Plans

I can't believe it-

Today's blurb....

Excitement Mounts

Sorta stuck on this tonight

there are days...

a moment in time...

Wow! What a feeling...

To wrap it up.

Happy Halloween

a moment to laugh at...

First day back

oh the freaks come out at night!

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

My wondering mind...

Late Night silliness

I love finding things that make me smile and touch my soul

Sick of being Sick!

A little verse for us all

a moment of me........

Beers & Balls

Set a NEW Standard

we all need somebody to lean on...

~ TW's Birfday ~

LET IT GO!

A day without weight...

Always work to be done.

EXCITEMENT MOUNTS... 2009!!!

Just a few random frusterations

Just a few random frusterations

Late Night Maddness!

Overnight craziness!

ugh! money!

It's the weekend...

Love this

***Some updates***

All in a days work

*** A major Lazy Day ***

the un-imaginable

some wedding stress

Just one of those days

It's Friday

Good enough for now

Silliness with Mom

Excitement Mounts....

Long time waiting...

Whatchya Think???

Some updates

* A major Lazy Day *